Warning I’m about to get more personal than I ever have on a social networking site, but today I decided to make a change. After years of struggling with depression and self-loathing, and approaching the anniversary of being hospitalized for my attempted suicide, I’m challenging myself to really make a change. Depression has always been like a parasite to me, it appears and sucks the life out of me, taking over my mind and body, leaving me empty, but I don’t want it to control me anymore. I am not my depression. I’m challenging myself to learn to love me the way I am. I’m not going to let people get to me when they try to bring me down, make me feel I’m not good enough or laugh at my aspirations, because I deserve better than that. I will succeed and I will change my mindset to live a life of love and happiness.
Moonassi, ‘I always go back to me’, 29.5 x 42cm, Marker and pen on the paper, 2010
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